Vasudev Ghosh has written this song“Niravadi Mora Mane”. In this song, Vasudev Ghosh describes his state as he doesn’t know what to do. His mind is always fixed on Lord Caitanya.
niravadi mora mone gora rupa lagiache
bala sakhi ki kori upaya
na dekhile gora rupa vidariya jaya buka
parane bahire haite caya
kaha sakhi ki buddhi koriba, grhapati gurujana
bhaya nahi mora mana gora
lagi parana tyajiba, saba sukha teyaginu
kule jalanjali dinu gora
vinu ara nahi bhaya
ujhore jhoraye akhi, suno go marama sakhi
vasu ghosa ki koribe taya
(1)-(3) Oh sakhi! Please advise me what to do? … My mind is always fixed on Gora. And without seeing His form my heart is breaking — so my soul wants to leave my body! Oh sakhi! What can I do? The fear of my husband and family superiors has gone — so I am thinking to commit suicide for Gora! I've discarded all other happiness and thrown aside my family dharma — for I know nothing else but Him. Thus, with tear filled eyes, Vasu Ghosh implores: Oh prana sakhi! What shall I do?